when you are a girl, it is possible to want something, for the one fact, that it is in some colour you like.
i hate louis vuitton women's bags, but i want this particular bag, because the inside looks like . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG SO NICE. OMG OMG OMG.
but no, its niceness is most certainly not worth 2$k+.
BUT I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
(yes i am aware i have not posted up photos of the actual bag. its coz that is somewhat irrelevant to my wanting the bag :P)
the pook asked my parents this evening, if he could take their daughter to sydney in april for a friend's wedding over there.
with my tips on when to ask (which involved shoving him out my room and downstairs indicating that NOWNOWNOW was the best time to ask to get a positive response) and what to say when asking, they said yes.
he even asked them separately and they both said yes.
and now to book tickets so there can be no turning back on this agreement.
im never going clubbing on weds night in singapore again.
firstly, it being ladies' night and all,
too damn many girls.
why the hell do i club to see girls for???
and also,
the most recent weds night clubbing experience i had cost me a pair of shorts, a levis belt and my 250$ FAVOURITE ed hardy tshirt.
i am still extremely sore about that.
yes yes i know it is entirely my fault that i changed into my dress at the usual toilet us girls do our pre-clubbing prep in and then totally forgot to put the clothes i changed out of back into my bag,
and nothing to do with the fact that it was ladies' night,
but i want something to blame okayyyyy.
i'll never get my poor shirt back because its from like 2 seasons ago.
i seem to be blogging less and less as of late. although im usually either not sure why, or its coz im too lazy.
but tonight its coz im way too tired to type, even though i have so many things to say and so many thoughts to "pen" about my most recent 8-day trip back to singapore from which i arrived back in perth at 12am this morning.
also, ive got a sore throat AGAIN, and i also have a cold. not sure what the heck is going on because ive had problems with my throat, continuously, for the past 3 or so months.
first it was sore throat, then throat infection, then sore throat, then tonsil infection, then sore throat, and now sore throat again.
and my phlegm has yellow goo in it. like wtf? perhaps i should waste 45$ on a doctor again...
we'll see how we go...
because there are a thousand and one photos from the holiday which i cant be bothered uploading here because it would take me forever and a year, here're the link.
and i read like 200 pages of it on the plane yesterday because i couldnt fuckin sleep.
seriously, any singaporean or person who lives in singapore needs to read this book. for your own sake and for the sake of all the other inhabitants.
i suspect though, that the people who read my blog dont REALLY need to read the book, but it is a FANTASTICALLY funny read and you will identify with it from head to tail.
and then you can recommend it to someone who needs to realize what a shithead they are.
they wrote this song for the boys who are dating the girls like me.
this is the most beautiful song ive heard in a while.
BRIAN Got a million reasons to run and hide I dont blame you for being scared (for being scared, no) Bout a novel long, all the pain that hes caused you Baby Im fully aware (Im fully aware) If I could change the stories ending to me and you Dont know the meaning of pretending what to do
CHORUS (BRIAN LEADING) I could be the one Give you all my love Forget what he has done to you Im here now Open up to me Love will set you free If ever you believe it Please believe in me
(NICK) This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Im here now This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Im here now
AJ I know everything isnt meant to last Box up all those photographs Your moving on (yeah) I could flip back over that hour glass And refill the better half (the better half)
NICK And its a miracle how broken hearts can mend Wont you dry up all those tear drops and start again
CHORUS
NICK If I could show you theres no risk of being left alone Would you let your past goIll take it slow Cause theres no reason to rush when I know
so. its that time of year again, when im letting people know i'll soon be back in singapore, and making plans to meet who where and when, becauase my holidays back there seem to be getting shorter and shorter.
it is also that time of year again, when i am reminded of a) what fucking amazing friends i have and b) how over the years i have lost people and am still losing people because as life goes on, people care less and less.
after doing the back-and-forth tripping for about 8 years now, i have long learnt that despite my best efforts and greatest desires, there will always be people who dont want to catch up because of the thousand and one reasons, usually "got to work" or "nowadays very busy lah".
typically though, it is the "see how lah k. still very long. not sure if got time" that i seem to have been getting a lot lately.
it used to make me upset, but nowadays i guess im used to it so i just (unhappily) shrug it off as pretty much another friend lost.
because, if i am only back twice a year, and this person cannot even want to make the time, even if i say just for coffee which only take an hour of their time, to see me, then how worth it can our friendship be, right?
of course i am very aware that our lives have changed, and as we've grown up, we become more and more responsible for a thousand and one things, and therefore have less and less time for the things we used to have time for.
but i see these people hanging out with other people, i see their photos from outings on facebook, i see their facebook statuses about how they had a great day ice skating/blading/cycling/eating/watching movies/doing dinner with their friends, and i wonder why it is that im not important enough anymore.
of course, i still have the wonderful people (that i wonder everyday how i got so lucky to have) who never give me the "see how lah" treatment, who will take leave to come and pick me from the airport, who will offer to go down a few days before the actual day and book tables for our ddr gathering, who will say "no matter what i will meet you, even though im damn busy", who wil say "i cant meet u on ---day, but do you want to catch up for a while on ---day?"
it is these little sparks of what seems like nothing to these people, that make me remember why it is i have chosen these people to be my friends, and how lucky i am that they chosen for me to remain theirs.
because friendship isnt a one-way street, its a mutual agreement.
dont tell me on msn that you miss me, and then when i ask when you want to meet up, say you're not sure see how whether youre busy or not.
coz honestly then, im not sure we should be friends at all.
the people who would be offended dont read my blog anyway, so if you are reading this, then you can be sure you're one of the class a people i am talking about, and i thank you very much, for being a great friend.
raE: cant seem to fall asleep within 2 hours of hitting the pillow, and stay asleep for 2 hours after falling asleep.
get a life.
raE's random (maybe intelligent) thought/quote for the day
Every individual acts and suffers in accordance with his peculiar teleology, which has all the inevitability of fate, so long as he does not understand it.
-Alfred Adler-
holler, yo//
is reading//
complete notes from singapore: the omnibus edition - neil humphreys
is listening//
backstreet boys: if i knew then
jay sean ft. lil wayne: down
is lusting//
[a balenciaga city bag] [a certain mr lecturer] [that tiffany bracelet - CHECK!] [a gt wing for trent] [a yale scholorship]
is being//
+ arrogant
+ short
+ too fat
+ an amazin singer
+ broke
+ intelligent
+ lookin too young
+ hungry
+ an excellent english speaker
+ a terrible chinese speaker
Every individual acts and suffers in accordance with his peculiar teleology,