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Friday, February 15, 2008

"i hate valentines day!!!"

so.
the new ikea store opened today.
of all days to open they decided they want to open on valentines.
i suppose one can argue they wanted to open on a thursday coz thursday night is late night shopping every week and it so happened that this thursday is vday.
but i think maybe they felt that if they open today,
will have more business coz all the losers with no one to go out with will go there and shop to make themselves feel better.

that makes me a loser.
only me. does not include james and cynthia who went with me.
hah.

omfg lah the store is bluddy ginormous beyond belief.
want to find the exit also take so damn long to find. -_-

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i got a flower yesterday when i got into work =)
it said "raerae: to the coolest girl i know".
so cute lor.

its nice when your boy's friends care about you and like you.

he got me this 100$+ jumper ive been wanting for ages.

i feel like i cheated him of his money coz all i gave him was a box full of crap.
like stuff he uses/likes.
but all lil stuff...

but we never said we are going to spend vday together what right?
and with things the way they are,
how i know if i am even going to see him, let alone give present.

oh well.
guess things turned out better than i expected.

could always be better.
but i am easily satisfied.

so, it having been vday and all just then,
i thought id add to the whole cheesiness and all of the event.

i relearnt what to l*ve someone means.
its when all you want to do, is to make sure the other person is nothing less than happy.
no matter what.

even if it pains or troubles you,
or even if they're the ones who're the causes of your pain and your troubles.

i said id never say i l*ve you again,
but id do anything to make you happy.
if i could, and if you'd only let me.

PS. if u go to kings park at night, the sprinklers come on at about 1 so BEWARE!!!!!!! grrrowls.

Later ; 5:05 AM ; 0 comments

Thursday, February 07, 2008

happy forgotten CNY.

so.
im in perth right.
like for the first time ever at this time of year, since the last 6 years that ive been here.

and i clean forgot that it was all chinese new year-y period.

until people on msn kept askin me what i had/was doing for dinner.
im like urmmmm. im at work.

i feel cheated lor.

1) no lo hei!!! i want the salmon and the crispy dunno what thing which i also dunno symbolizes what but i dont care coz its damn tasty =P

2) no ang pow!! wah lau eh!!! not that i normally get a lot anyway lah, but its like...U KNOW!!!
any money is good money!!

3) came back for frickin surgery and my mouth is damn the painful lah.
took me 2 hours to eat 2 slices of pizza last night before i gave up trying.
never lose weight summore.
really kenah cheated lah.

sian lah.

i suppose at least i am earning money coz i am working.
i saved 2k in the last 2 or so months, is that good?
not bad what right...
for someone who never had money to save before...

and also i get to start on my honours project coz i got nothing else to do anyway when im here -_-

speaking of honours.
im pretty sure this project is goin to be the bane of my existence at least until the end of july or so.

frrrick.

tomorrow i am goin to see sweeney todd!!
i think. i hope.

Later ; 12:00 AM ; 0 comments

Sunday, February 03, 2008

my joys and my pains.

ok.
been working on my proposal for my honours thesis project thingo,
and im sick of it already.
mainly coz its still 4 weeks till start of sem and im 1/4s done.
the thing is due in 8 weeks, btw.

im not kiasu ok!!
its just that the faster i get this done, the more time i have to spend on studying for my units.
this proposal thing no marks but still have to do lor.
si lang people.

so anyway.
first the pain.

MY MOUTH IS DAMN BLARDEE PAINFUL LAH.
well, not my mouth per se, but the left side of my face.
gums are damn bluddy painful,
and i can hardly open my mouth.

laughing and yawning hurt like hell.

and the damn stitches are like dangling around my mouth.
dont ask me why the hell they werent cut shorter.

COZ I FOR ONE SURE WISH THEY WERE.

and the damn antibiotics i have to take are making my stomach go weird.
tummy is perpetually churning.
pfft.

about happy times.
these girls make me happeeee.

pearl dear, thank you for always offering your services :p

this time it was picking me up from nigel's house, gettin hell lost on the way, driving me to your place, letting me sleep in your bed, and then drivin me to the airport at 630 in the frickin morning.
i lurve you very very much.

thats why i let u squeeze my face and make me look like shit.



pretty pretty drinks!!! and very cute girls =P
nowhere beats singapore when it comes to food man.

damn perth and its lack of anythingness.


jogolo, gra and kalala.
so cute lah =P

super glad we caught up babes.
its been a while hasnt it. but it always feels like old times when we do.
thanks for making it that night.

coulda chatted with u all for forever and ever amen.

xxx

Later ; 2:44 AM ; 0 comments


the notice board//


raE: cant seem to fall asleep within 2 hours of hitting the pillow, and stay asleep for 2 hours after falling asleep.
get a life.

raE's random (maybe intelligent) thought/quote for the day


Every individual acts and suffers in accordance with his peculiar teleology,
which has all the inevitability of fate, so long as he does not understand it.
-Alfred Adler-

holler, yo//

is reading//

complete notes from singapore: the omnibus edition - neil humphreys

is listening//

backstreet boys: if i knew then
jay sean ft. lil wayne: down

is lusting//

[a balenciaga city bag]
[a certain mr lecturer]
[that tiffany bracelet - CHECK!]
[a gt wing for trent]
[a yale scholorship]

is being//

+ arrogant
+ short
+ too fat
+ an amazin singer
+ broke
+ intelligent
+ lookin too young
+ hungry
+ an excellent english speaker
+ a terrible chinese speaker

is reminiscing

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