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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

GG, this is the best thing youve done for your students all sem you bastard.

it is at that time of semester,
when assignments are over and done with,
exams are just around the corner,
and when raE cannot be bothered with studyin anymore because she is so damn sick of readin what she has been reading over and over again since the first day of semester.
therefore she is blogging.

if you are one of those who hasnt been studying then,
i suppose this is also about the time when u should be panicking.

coincidentally,
right now is also the the exact time when raE has just completed her 8-min exam.
thats right.
the retarded lecturer who gave us an assignment to do, which, when complete,
ended up being approximately 15 pages worth of numbers.

now he gives us 8mins to complete 10 questions using the stats program SPSS to obtain the answers from.
amazingly whilst reports from yesterday's pple say that no one finished,
yours truly somehow managed to finish,
close the program,
put her pen and student card back in her pencil case and wallet respectively,
and sit there and wait for the last 1 min to be up.

that bein said, all my answers mightve been wrong.
but with any luck,
i might be gettin at least 70%.

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i suppose i shd get to reading what i planned to read today which i have been reading since week 2.
i want to blog about stanford and oxford and yale,
but i guess i will do that tonight.

i have elistist syndrome, btw.
but i guess you all already knew that =)

Later ; 9:23 AM ; 0 comments

Sunday, May 27, 2007

overdue mother's day lunch: cafe ameretto, tuart hill.

just fotos and some captions coz i am too lazy to blog.
haven finished my readings for today,
and i just offered to do linkies' take-home exam which is 'due' tmr,
(waitin for the reply to the offer)
coz he has another 1 to prepare for which he hasnt.
-_-
linkies, i will say again,
i dunno why u do this to yourself.

anyway,
mum went back to singapore coz my granddad got warded so yeah.
thats another story but im too lazy.
so mother's day thing was today.

all fotos enlarge if clicked on.




pork.

steak.
mango chicken.

picnic cheesecake and mudcake.

the real thing so does not look like the picture lah.

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ok byebye.








Later ; 11:14 PM ; 0 comments

metros: where boys now have to have collars.

good morning.
have just returned from metros.
as usual, music there is always good,
but towards the end tonight it was just a tad bit disappointing.

anyhowww...

first, sorrehh to those who couldnt make it and wanted pics of the dry sex and hot girls in underwear on stage.
coz like all the other pple in the crowd,
yours truly was too busy gawking at all that was goin on onstage.
so no fotos of those things.


i have 2 vids of the dance performance though.
(the dry sex and half nekkid girls was just the front part)
only coz my 'teacher' was in it.

she is bluddy amazing lah.
i guess that is why she is in the centre.
the one in black top and a grey beanie.
aaaahhhhh. so hot.

but u cant see from the vids so too bad.




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did you know that there are guys nowadays who ask if you want to dance with them?

i didnt know that lor. and i sure didnt know there were SO many of them who still did that. its so weird...

normally its like they just creep up behind you and uh. yeah.

summore today i wear until kansai liddat -_-

nicole, sean and i at utopia.

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sigh. i am missing the dance course experience of a lifetime tmr.

PATRICK CHEN and LEE DANIEL are coming from the US on their aussie tour.

www.myspace.com/pyc2xs

and i am not going becoz i am too scared.

dun want to go there and pai seh myself...

maybe when i think back on this i will regret it one day...

ARGH ARGH ARGH.

dammit why cant i dance like steph?

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actually i want to blog summore but i am too lazy.

so i will blog tmr.

i think.


Later ; 4:53 AM ; 0 comments

Friday, May 25, 2007

a watchamacallit week. i call it shit.

Sunday: bumps into person successfully avoided for 4 years.
gets fucked over by 'friends'.
cries.
Monday: does not remember due to lousy memory.
Tuesday: runs out of petrol.
internet at home dies.
Wednesday: hands in 2 assignments 2 days early due to cant-be-
botheredness,
only to find later that one of them had clear mistakes,
which would have been noticed and corrected if not for all
the unnecessary over-haste.
Thursday: wakes up with a sore throat.
has to eat porridge for dinner.
has to drink water like hell and pee at a rate of 5 times/hour.
Friday: still has a sore throat which now hurts like hell.
DROPS PHONE INTO TOILETBOWL.
forgets to save reference list from computer to thumbdrive,
is therefore unable to print and hand in assignment,
consequently forcing the return to uni again
one day between now and monday to hand it in.
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i was goin to type something sarcastically funny here about some possibly horrible situations that could happen for sat and sun,
but knowing how suey my mouth is (or how suey i am, period),
i decided it is in my best interests not to do that.
anyway tmr we are goin to metros to watch my dance 'teacher' perform.
inverted commas coz she is like maybe 2 yrs max older than i am, so it feels weird to call her a teacher.
which she technically is lah ok whatever go away.
apparently there'll be dry sex onstage,
and some of her co-performers will be in panties, bras and suspenders.
if they are all as hot as she is i think i will bleed.

Later ; 9:11 PM ; 0 comments

Monday, May 21, 2007

will be an ass for pussy.

today i learnt how far dick will go for pussy.
i hear u saying, "raE u should know already what, your ex cheated on u".
yar yar i know.
but this is different...

i am not goin to type out the entire thing coz i am lazy.
but i am fuming mad so i want to blog abt it.
and i dont give a shit if its in bits and pieces and you cant figure out wtf i am on about...

i learnt how far dick will go, but i will never understand why it will go to such extents.

never mind you dont give me face by doin it,
you can still CONTINUE doing it in front of me after knowing im annoyed?
(you refers to 2 pple but they have been combined into a single entity coz i am lazy to keep referring to them as separate beings).

bluddy hell.

i gave you face by not goin up to you and slappin you silly in front of them,
but i promise if you come anywhere near me now i will beat the living daylights outta you.

unless of course you bring with you the man of my dreams as penance.
which i highly doubt you will be able to do.

so dont let me see you again.
if you talk to me on msn you will not get a reply.

and no, i really dont care that you are taller than me and that you are male.
on top of having a fist, i have nails.

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there are actually fotos of tonight.
but i am not putting them up because they contain pple i want to punch the crap out of.

might put some of the other ones up another time.

btw. if you want to apologize, dont bother. coz i am already over it.
i just like to harp on about things like that.
it gives me a chance to say things like "beat the livin daylights outta you".
and you really dont matter anyway.
all evidence to the contrary.

Later ; 4:21 AM ; 1 comments

Sunday, May 13, 2007

shit club great mates.

saturday night at the hip-e. a-frickin-gain.
wanted to go to NB but bah long story.
so nicole and i ended up at the hip-e with the boys.

the music is the shittest, hands down.
but what to do.
i go where the good company is.

and hip-e is where that company beckoned.

sanjeev, kenny, nicole and i.
stupid sanjeev ran off to northbridge with some 3 other guys,
and never came back.
bah.
i wanted to go to northbridge too lorrrr.

nicole and i.
check out the fat arms omg -_-
MINE ok not yours nicole.

my squashed frog shot.
courtesy of kenny.
i wanted a cum shot but they didnt have/know how to make it =(
its just a cowboy with whipped cream u poopooheads!!!

still my number one gentlemanliest man.
and the proud bugger knows there is no competition. pffft.


nicole and i...
luvin this pic.
cept for the i dunno what that is on my right boob.
oh. might i mention, that my 'dress' is not actually a dress.
its actually a top.
but becoz yours truly is so bluddy short,
she managed to pass it off as a dress.
cool right.
jon says wah good what save money liddat.
which is true coz i paid $10 for this uh, top/dress.
nice hor nice hor :p
ah never mind what you think.
the guys think i am hot tonight.
boots courtesy of a reluctant younger sister.

mr m-to-da-a-to-da-j-e-e-d. (so he says)

father of 2 bluddy cute twin baby girls.
frickin good, fun, decent company this old man.
man this foto is like...so fake-ly nice.
check out how lanky i look!!!
my gawd i look like im actually not short and fat!!!


jonathan, ben (officially finished pilot training and headin back home on tues!!!), majeed, and i
ermm. im sure i dont hafta explain the presence of the XXX.
have i mentioned i am thoroughly enjoyin havin dimples?
you know i really think i got them for my 21st birthday.
coz they werent there before then...

de biao, nicole, majeed, jon and i.

when you see a change of outfit (on me, that is),
then you know the picture is taken at suppertime!!!

and u know how sometimes you look really spas in fotos?
well this was one of those times for me.
like wtf am i doin sia. -_- like omg lah.
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raE got picked up todayyyyy.
this is damn loser lah but i havent been picked up for a loooong time.
coz i am short fat and ugly,
and usually surrounded by the boys.
not that i mind lah.
but shiok i miss the feeling.
and he seems rather nice so we will see how it all goes.
but knowing how suey i am,
it'll prolly end up goin nowhere.
so no hopes for now.
i can so see nigel and linkies rolling their eyes and sighing.
and waitin to catch me in case i come crashin down.
no crashin i promise!!
coz i am ready for crappy guys now!!!
he has a pretty name.
maybe that counts towards a pretty character?
bah. whatevers.
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its 0713 hrs.
guess i should sleep.
la-di-frickin-da.

Later ; 6:46 AM ; 1 comments

Thursday, May 10, 2007

satnight05/06-05-07:leederville hotel/hip-e

the si lang blogger wouldnt lemme blog for a week.
then finally it tells me i must clear my cookies.
why must i clear my cookies so i can log in/so that page will load properly?!
growls.
anyhoo.

sat night out.

it wasnt one of the greatest nights out for a few reasons.
but im only gonna bother with typin out one.

we started out at leedy hotel,
and after queuing for a ridiculously long time, we got to stay there for a grand total of 30mins.

half way thru a song, they turned off the music and like.
everyone started walkin out.
it being our first time there, we were like uhhhh wtf is goin on.

then we found out they close at 12am -_-
what kinda shitass club closes at 12?!

maybe we were just damn suey lah or what.
but i dunno.
whatever.

so we left and went across the road to hip-e.
which i guess is what 3/4s the crowd did as well.

so here are the fotos.



kenny darlin,
WHY do u always have to make these faces.
ALWAYS!!!!


u lucky i look decently nice in this foto also lah.
actually better.
this one make me look like got neh neh siaaa!!!

oohh. guess i might mention also that 2 pple said "of course you are wearing makeup!"

coz one of them was sayin i'd prolly get along well with this uh, guy who was gay who was comin down. coz i prolly use the same cosmetics as him.

im like uhhh but i dont wear make up =/

muahaha.

wheeee. not everyone can look nice without makeup okaaaay!

pride. really. what to do about it.
hee.

at least i admit i am proud what.

i also admit that i am short and fat.

because i am.

so whats the problem with sayin stuff that is true leh.

pfffffft at anal people.

the goon.
took off with my camera (coz these boys' pockets end up bein dumping ground for my things when we go clubbing)
and came back with this foto -_-

the joys of a non-asian country.
more joys below.

only z was ready for this foto.
kenny sucks at takin fotos lah.
KENNY U HEAR?
last time the metros fotos also like that -_-


slackin out in the smokin area.


awww. looky looky at me boys.

perhaps it is possible to look cute when bored.
i dont think they even knew i was takin a foto until the flash went off.


mr cowboy!!!

its damn hard to describe, but like,
he had this 'outfit', and its like somethin you wear like how you'd wear a skirt,
cept this one has horsey parts stickin out of it!

it came complete with 4 legs and a tail!


i got to pat his head...
no pun intended...

well maybe pun intended :p


clubber nun!!! wahaha.
sibeh funny.
there were 2 of them,
and they even managed to bluff i cant remember who, that this was a new way of preaching.
lol.


had been eyeing this guy who works at the club,
and like while we were chattin outside,
i told one of the boys i wanted this guy.
coz his body very nice,
(which u cant see from here.
looks damnnnn good from the back.)

he went and made frens with the guy and ask him to take foto with me -_-

bluddy (*$#)*(#!

anyway his name is alex and maybe next time when i go to the hip-e i get discounted drinks or smth.

not considering the fact i forgot to say bye when we left, of course.

ooh can u see i am wearing suspenders!!!
i bought them a long time ago, to match with my punky outfits.

but i guess they go well with girly outfits too.


erm..one of the boys' pilot mates.
i dunno how to spell his name.
but he is the mosttttttttt pian tai of them all!!
the super 'no scared' type.
duno how to describe lah.

but in singapore i think he will get bashed lah.
by girls' guy friends.



i usually bring clothes to change when we go clubbin,
coz usually we go and get food after and i dun like wearing my whatever i am wearing, outside the clubs.


soooo.


after gettin outta a skirt and heel-ed boots (which of course werent mine. they're nat's newly bought ones. muahaha)


i went a lil bit kookoo.

which is usually how i am when i am not in womanly clothing.


as you can see, i am happiest when in pants and wornout chucks. =)

(ooh i finally got grey pants!!!
remember i was lookin for a pair like since..dec or smthing...
$50!
spose it is kinda pricey.
but i likey.

i am freakin broke now lah.
coz i have been shoppin like mad.

will post fotos maybe tmr if i can be bothered.)



that was me plastered to the glass of a busstop.


and this is a uh, fallen down dustbin. haha.
and no, we didnt push it down it was already like that.


its freakin funny, if u click i think the foto enlarges and u can see kenny and majeed lookin at me like i am nuts.


well, i decided that if william didnt wanna take fotos with me,
he can take fotos OF me instead.
meh!!!

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hip hop class 2 today.
wah the teacher is damn good lah (yar yar ok stating the obvious i know).
and she is hot!!!
and super stylo.

and u know how i hate hip hop dress style.

there was this stupid hong kong girl,
whom i really wanted to chuck my shoe at.
the dance like i think i am very good kind.
but actually omg.

even nicole was annoyed.
and nicole hardly gets annoyed!!!

but anyhow.

damn it lah if only i could dance.
well dance better.

i think i will go wear myself out now dancing in front of the mirror now.

and then i have to go sleep coz i am murdoch-ing at 7am tmr.

and also,
THERE IS BEEZ NEEZ IN THE FRIDGEEEE!!!!!!!!
aaaaahhhhhh! *convulses in uh, happiness*

not bad my mother bought beer.
im impressed.

ahhh beez neez in the comfort of my own home!!
and for free!
well, free coz i didnt have to pay for it...

yes yes i am aware that it prolly wont taste as good as the beez neez that comes outta the tap,
but this is as good as it gets.

unless i want to go to the city and pay $5 for a middy all the time.

dad has already beat me to the beer.
pffft.

Later ; 12:47 AM ; 1 comments


the notice board//


raE: cant seem to fall asleep within 2 hours of hitting the pillow, and stay asleep for 2 hours after falling asleep.
get a life.

raE's random (maybe intelligent) thought/quote for the day


Every individual acts and suffers in accordance with his peculiar teleology,
which has all the inevitability of fate, so long as he does not understand it.
-Alfred Adler-

holler, yo//

is reading//

complete notes from singapore: the omnibus edition - neil humphreys

is listening//

backstreet boys: if i knew then
jay sean ft. lil wayne: down

is lusting//

[a balenciaga city bag]
[a certain mr lecturer]
[that tiffany bracelet - CHECK!]
[a gt wing for trent]
[a yale scholorship]

is being//

+ arrogant
+ short
+ too fat
+ an amazin singer
+ broke
+ intelligent
+ lookin too young
+ hungry
+ an excellent english speaker
+ a terrible chinese speaker

is reminiscing

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