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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

make/it/happen.

went to watch this today.



admittedly, it wasnt that flash.
but you cant call yourself a dance fan if you dont watch ALL the dancey-type movies, right?

i really do miss dancing.
am very tempted to go back to doing classes,
but i dunno.

lets see where i end up in the next few months,
and where i decided to plonk myself next year to do i dont know what yet.

we rented out dirty dancing 1 and 2 also.

so i suspect after i watch that i am goin to be more depressed about what i REALLY want to be doing with my life,
and what i AM doin with it.

i want to be a dancer too.
although i will admit my dancing is 128938092 times worse than my singing.

sigh.
8 more days.

what i would give to be having a dance-off at a club right now.

PS. bought a dress for 20$aud today!! although i am not quite sure when the next time i wear it will be.
first 2 times being in the change room and in my room when i got home just now.

Later ; 11:39 PM ; 0 comments

Monday, September 29, 2008

gettome.

Well an airplane's faster than a Cadillac
And a whole lot smoother than a camel's back
But I don't care how you get to me
Just get to me
Parasail or first class mail
Get on the back of a Nightingale
Just get to me
I don't care just get to me

Prokeds, mopeds take a limousine instead
They ain't cheap but they're easy to find
Get on the highway point yourself my way
Take a roller coaster that comes in sideways
Just get to me - yeah

Go on hitch a ride on the back of a butterfly
There's no better way to fly
To get to me
I look around at what I got
And without you, it ain't a lot
But I got every, with you, everything

Maybe you could pollinate over the
Golden Gate
Take a left hand turn at the corner
Of Haight
And then a sharp right
At the first street light
And get yourself on a motor bike
And if you think you'll get stuck in a traffic jam
That's fine, send yourself through a telephone line
It doesn't matter how you get to me
Just get to me

Cause after every day
The wind blows the night time my way
And I imagine that you are
Above me like a star
And you keep on glowing
And you keep on showing me the way
Shine shine shine

Later ; 7:03 PM ; 0 comments

Thursday, September 25, 2008

hypothesis supported.


with you,
even the things i never wished for,
come true.
thankyou.

Later ; 3:10 AM ; 0 comments

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

pee-cee-cee.

its 0330hrs.
which means i have been awake from napping for about 8 hours or so now.

what i have accomplished in the last 8 hours,
prolly even God is wondering.

so. anyway.
this is the joke of the month i think.

being the cheeky lil bugger i am,
one of the questions that i usually pose to my boys,
is "how often do u wank?"

like everything in life,
the answers always vary.

today though,
i asked a very singaporean boy,
who had no idea what "wank" meant.

so i said "PCC lah".

to my utter amusement,
the silly kookoo replied with "huh? police cantonment complex???"

i laugh until i want to die lah!!!!!!!

got people think of police cantonment complex as the first thing in response to the letters PCC one meh?!?!?

damn cute lah.

i guess u cant blame the poor thing if he is afterall, a policeman.
who apparently gets told to report to PCC to stand down or whatever it was i cant remember now.

but quite funny what.
"report to PCC to stand down!"

wahahahahaa.

alright.

thats it.

im in one of those moods where like,
you know how you've been doin something for so long you just dont feel like doing it anymore.

well i think 9 months is a TAD toooo long to be doin a thesis.

im well sick of it.

especially when i get comments back from my (hot) supervisor like this:
I’ve had a bit of a change of heart on this one – we should talk about this. I reckon you should report the raw number of proposition (as this is what you’ve done throughout), show that a comparable number of inaccurate propositions are recalled across conditions and then point out that relatively speaking (i.e., in light of the total number of propositions, not counting repetitions) fewer inaccurate propositions are recalled in the IC condition.

WHEN I THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IVE BEEN TRYIN TO TELL HIM ALL ALONGGGGG!!!

then last week i was askin him why why why i should do it the other way,
and afrer 5 times of explaining to me,
he said (jokingly) "omg im gonna punch you in the face!"

!???!??!

and then after that i also gave up,
so i said ok i'll go home and think about it.
then he said "yeah, go home and stick your head in the oven".

????!!!!!

then now come and admit defeat also cannot admit properly lah.
say what change of heart all.
-_-

summore today i qing him eat lunch lah can.
feel bad lah everytime go and eat he pay mah.

i guess i cannot complain.
since no other students get to go on lunch dates with him.

BUT STILL LAH DAMN ANGRINESS (yes i know, its anger) CAN!!!!!!

ok.
time to go and edit the 38290819 comments he returned me on my second drafts.

PCC!!!!

Later ; 3:19 AM ; 0 comments

Friday, September 19, 2008

bff.

everyday since that day,
i cannot help but wonder,
if we will ever be friends again.

because if i can lose even you,
then what in my life,
could i ever hope to keep?

perhaps it is preordained that i should be one of those,
who will never be fortunate enough to enjoy the permanancy of even the things that they are already satisfied and content with.

i will always want what i cannot have,
and i know that.

but when i had you,
i never wanted another.

and again,
i cannot help but wonder.

but wonder will get me no where.

Later ; 10:11 PM ; 0 comments

Friday, September 12, 2008

eat/thesis/sleep/thesis/eat/sleep/thesis.

bahh.

i hate not having time to do anything.


everytime i take a break from NOT thesis-ing i feel so damn guilty,
coz theres only 27 days left till the deadline.



and no, i am nowhere close to finishing.


anyway.
i am feeling guilty now for blogging,
coz i have work to do.


but i havent blogged for so long,
and im bluddy sian of doin work like shit,
so i decided to take a quick break and do this.




on monday night,
SOMEONE wouldnt tell me why he was coming to my house at about 1am,
despite my incessant begging to know.


at 1+am,
this arrived.
with the boy of course =)









he made his cousin carry all the way from brisbane lah!!!


i was only meant to get 1 box (the one above),
but then he decided to go back to the car and get me the other box,

coz i have (lucky me) parents and 2 siblings.
and then we discovered the 2 boxes were different,
and that these were actually the other box!!



original krispy kremes.

i know lah damn sua ku, but perth dun have can.
they werent as great as i expected,

but the gesture is, like everything else you do, beyond expression via words.



anywayyy.



recently i have been branded goods-ing.

i dunno why but since i bought that ed hardy bag,

ive been paying more attention to his stuff.

and after seeing this in singapore i had to have it.




FUCKING CHIO LAH! no???
YES LAH.

omg lah got skull and roses.
what more can i ask for man.

i also bought an ed hardy wallet to replace the one that got lost in singapore,
but uh im not using it coz its just a lil larger than id like it to be.
impulse buy that one.

oh i also got this guess bag last week.
coz someone said its very me and that its very nice so i had to buy it.
i paid uh, the excess of whatever $170-$30-$60 is.
cynthia and james paid the 30 and 60 respectively for my birthday present =)



looks sooooooo much better in real life.

tomorrow we are taking an "0ff-day",

so no work!!!
i think we are goin to watch wall-e,
but last i checked,
theyre only showing it in gold class so i dunno.

I HOPE THE NEW ED HARDY STUFF IS OUT TOMORROW COZ I WANT TO BUY!!

Later ; 8:38 PM ; 0 comments

Saturday, September 06, 2008

thesistroubles.

1 week of non-stop thesis editing got the better of me.




what lah.
getting up at like 12pm and then having to do work until like 5am everyday is very taxing okay.
and then i discovered i can act cute on my laptop webcam,
which has finally decided that it WANTS TO WORK.
muahahhaa.
okay.
byebye.
PS. quite cute what. no?
i think i was born to be an ah lian,
but then they put me in a family that cant speak chinese.
hard luck.

Later ; 11:32 PM ; 0 comments


the notice board//


raE: cant seem to fall asleep within 2 hours of hitting the pillow, and stay asleep for 2 hours after falling asleep.
get a life.

raE's random (maybe intelligent) thought/quote for the day
Every individual acts and suffers in accordance with his peculiar teleology,
which has all the inevitability of fate, so long as he does not understand it.
-Alfred Adler-

holler, yo//

is reading//

complete notes from singapore: the omnibus edition - neil humphreys

is listening//

backstreet boys: if i knew then
jay sean ft. lil wayne: down

is lusting//

[a balenciaga city bag]
[a certain mr lecturer]
[that tiffany bracelet - CHECK!]
[a gt wing for trent]
[a yale scholorship]

is being//

+ arrogant
+ short
+ too fat
+ an amazin singer
+ broke
+ intelligent
+ lookin too young
+ hungry
+ an excellent english speaker
+ a terrible chinese speaker

is reminiscing

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